winter is anger-funging
It looks like we went from summer to winter with no autumn. Yesterday, when Trish got up & I got off the computer, the rain was coming down & the Layout was closed. We both had cereal for breakfast, then watched Madonna 93-99, before picking up our Scientology-fucking meds at Western drug, running to the bank to cash our checks, & dropping off Trish's application at El Taco Loco.
That application seems to have changed Trish's mood significantly. I think a lot of her current anxiety is due to the anger-funging winter, needing to find rides, fear & loathing about driving out to Pizza Hut when her parking's so bad, &c.
We ate at the Soup Kitchen, then went over to Fat Albertson's so Trish could pick up some groceries with her spending cash. She's certainly matured from the days when she'd automatically pick up a movie with it.
Then we watched the first disk of The Fellowship of the Ring (boxed set). We watched Peter Gabriel afterward, but Trish found a stain on the coffee maker & wanted it cleaned, so I went back to Albertson's for some vinegar, some American cheese, & 4 cans of chunky pineapple (Trish doesn't like crushed).
When the music ended & I was about to fix supper the phone rang: Denise. She wanted to know if we would be willing to go to the free breakfast at (I think) the Vet's Club. I asked Trish, who agreed to it. Ed came on the line shortly thereafter to say that they'd finally bought a computer, a little laptop.
We watched TV all evening, after a grilled cheese sandwich & porkin' beans. Amazingly, Trish decided to cut our cable back down to expanded basic, something that I wanted to do, but never would've dared say while Trish was going thru her latest moodswing. & it's so good 'cause she fought Karen on it so hard for so long.
Since Trish had to get up "early" this morning, I had to cut Keith off on the phone following the first episode of the 70s show. Trish didn't want me waking up way early, so I took 3 Scientology-fucking temazapam & woke up awhile before 6:00.
It's supposed to snow today & tonight. Fred is giving Trish a ride home from work today, following our jam session (I'm still terrible) & Car-girl will do it tomorrow.
Also, Trish has just started her period & some of the high-strung emotions could've come from that. I think between her applying for a closer job & my advice to stay as long as Bridget wants -- which Trish was willing to accept -- have made a clear difference in her mood. In addition, it's less than a week now until we see Doc Larocque & deal with some of the medical issues. For example, I had a depersonalization experience when we got back from lunch & had to take an addictive experiemental antidepressant that ruins lives, if the skinny dog is correct. Sure made me feel good, though.
That application seems to have changed Trish's mood significantly. I think a lot of her current anxiety is due to the anger-funging winter, needing to find rides, fear & loathing about driving out to Pizza Hut when her parking's so bad, &c.
We ate at the Soup Kitchen, then went over to Fat Albertson's so Trish could pick up some groceries with her spending cash. She's certainly matured from the days when she'd automatically pick up a movie with it.
Then we watched the first disk of The Fellowship of the Ring (boxed set). We watched Peter Gabriel afterward, but Trish found a stain on the coffee maker & wanted it cleaned, so I went back to Albertson's for some vinegar, some American cheese, & 4 cans of chunky pineapple (Trish doesn't like crushed).
When the music ended & I was about to fix supper the phone rang: Denise. She wanted to know if we would be willing to go to the free breakfast at (I think) the Vet's Club. I asked Trish, who agreed to it. Ed came on the line shortly thereafter to say that they'd finally bought a computer, a little laptop.
We watched TV all evening, after a grilled cheese sandwich & porkin' beans. Amazingly, Trish decided to cut our cable back down to expanded basic, something that I wanted to do, but never would've dared say while Trish was going thru her latest moodswing. & it's so good 'cause she fought Karen on it so hard for so long.
Since Trish had to get up "early" this morning, I had to cut Keith off on the phone following the first episode of the 70s show. Trish didn't want me waking up way early, so I took 3 Scientology-fucking temazapam & woke up awhile before 6:00.
It's supposed to snow today & tonight. Fred is giving Trish a ride home from work today, following our jam session (I'm still terrible) & Car-girl will do it tomorrow.
Also, Trish has just started her period & some of the high-strung emotions could've come from that. I think between her applying for a closer job & my advice to stay as long as Bridget wants -- which Trish was willing to accept -- have made a clear difference in her mood. In addition, it's less than a week now until we see Doc Larocque & deal with some of the medical issues. For example, I had a depersonalization experience when we got back from lunch & had to take an addictive experiemental antidepressant that ruins lives, if the skinny dog is correct. Sure made me feel good, though.
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